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goodbye [23 Feb 2003|09:48pm] [ music | tbs ] my sexyness will no longer be using this journal, cry me a river worst intentions

[23 Feb 2003|08:22pm] [ music | wacthing "seven" ] so, who want to be my boyfreind steph needs some lovin 2 | worst intentions

[23 Feb 2003|06:09pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the faint- agenda suicide ] MOC, we finished 20th in the state, i ran a 62, o well i guess we did ok, i just felt really slow amy had a somewhat interesting point on the bus, thats all worst intentions

[22 Feb 2003|09:21pm] [ music | braid- a dozen roses ] 4 hours in the mall, plus 1 hour at macys and marshalls no dress, no bras i hate shopping, one point, i asked my mom why the hell i even had to wear a dress during confirmation, i told her we should be allowed to just wear whatever, then i needed bras, and well fuck bras, i hate them, i hate shopping for them. i hate shopping, haha i wanted to cry i was so frustrated then we went to the new stop and shop, haha that place is god, its sooo cool, so we bought a bunch of stuff and made dinner from it, then we rented the mexican at blockbuster and i watched it, thats all, gonna try to get to bed early 3 | worst intentions

[22 Feb 2003|11:58am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | cursive- the great decay ] practice today was silly, then i got food across the street, then my mom picked me up, im going dress shopping in about a half hour, pretty me up baby, haha and i get shoes too, o dear.. o and im going to the movies with my mom tonight, thats all bye freinds worst intentions

[21 Feb 2003|05:02pm] [ music | no doubt- simple kinda life ] today was ok, im tired now i guess track i hurdled and i sucked really bad, o well twas only practice so then i just came home, and then i played my little cousin in checkers, and then james taught me how to play chess, and he killed me at it, but i ate his queen, so its all good o btw..that song you made me dl = cool thats it, im the cool one now, i can play chess(sorta) worst intentions

[20 Feb 2003|06:08pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | thrice- T&C ] haha i feel like such as waste right now today was stupid, once again i stay up doing my hw, and none of its due becuase no one does it, so i have to do index cards tonight, and actually study for some random ss test she just decides to give us, then i have physics hw, and math homework, what the hell is with the homework all of a sudden, workout at track was ok, i was tired, so i sucked, o well, then uhm walking home sucked, my feet are cold from the puddles, and i forgot what i was going to say, i actually got invited to a big sweet sixteen party, im going, that means i need to wear a dress, i hate that, get all pretty for a party, o well, it will be fun? i'll just leave now, im annoying worst intentions

[19 Feb 2003|04:42pm] [ music | every time i die- morphine season ] if you have a livejournal code, you'd be my god if you gave it to me worst intentions

[18 Feb 2003|06:56pm] [ mood | in pain ] [ music | garbarge- im only happy when it rains ] fuck yeh. no school tomorrow that means no more 5 hours of spanish howmowrk crammed into 2 hours, no more effing lab report, and no more term paper index cards. this is amazing ooooouch, i was making dinner, and the spaghetti sauce was frozen, so i was breaking it up, and the part that already cooked, which was boiling hot splattered all over my wrist, i burnt like two inches of it and a little part of my hand, it burns like a mofo, haha and of course my mom yells at the mess i made, o well, it burns so bad 6 | worst intentions

[18 Feb 2003|04:48pm] so lets see, i look outsite and the snow melted off the streets, fuck you snow, i dont want school tomorrow and my eyes been spazzing out for like over a week, its so bad today, i want to kill it time to start hw 5 | worst intentions

[18 Feb 2003|01:49pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | desaparecidos ] ( im high ) oo haha, i found the chore list for the day, my brother left, so im simply not doing anything, nope, i give up, fuck being helpful, la la la la la worst intentions

[18 Feb 2003|10:40am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | every time i die- jimmy's tango method/hot hot heat-touch... ] my guitar is pissing me off it wont go into tune, the tuner says its in tune, but its completely not, well indivudally the strings sound right, but together sounds like dying animals grr, its been like this for forever ------------------------- i fixed it i have haha so much homework to do, but im going to play in the snow, come over and play with me, haha i need to walk to the library today, it better be open then i have a weeks worth of spanish to do and then i have my half of the lab report, 4 graphs, analysis paragraph, conclusion paragraph they better cancel school tomorrow, haha its till snowing, what is this 48 hours of non stop snow time to play. 7 | worst intentions

[18 Feb 2003|10:03am] [ mood | boredem ] [ music | cursive- fairytales tell tales ] my hair is mundo cool right now i went in the snow so it got wet and its not curly, but its not straight, its this wavy curl thing, haha its cool, thats it i cahnged my layout slightly yesterday, i want a picture, but i cant find or make one that i like thats it i guess, yeh bye 2 | worst intentions

[17 Feb 2003|11:07pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | guess? ] everyone should listen to the backstreet boys haha i love myself ...as long as you love i've lost my mind.... 1 | worst intentions

[16 Feb 2003|06:52pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | thursday- i am the killer ] drove to princeton, meet cancelled drove back im tired, if my eye doesnt stop having seizure spasms im going to stab it uhm i forget what happened today lots of yelling and such we got this cool new scale, i weigh 137 pounds and i have 20% body fat, im going to die, haha, according to the pretty diagram in the back im "underfat" im cool now, thats all bye worst intentions

[15 Feb 2003|06:42pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | pretty girls make graves ] woo, going to see how to loose a guy in 10 days at 7:50 i got letters from Brown and Cornell today, they letters invited me to attend summer college to see what its like there, and in college in general, i think im going, and my mom was super happy that i got mail from ivy league schools, even though there is a lot more involved with actually being acknowledged there my hair cut is ok i guess, i think its like 2 inches shorter, i dunno i dont like it that much..o well its just hair.. state finals tomorrow pray for good luck 3 | worst intentions

[15 Feb 2003|12:10pm] katies house was really fun im just really tired, or was im ok now then i went to track, 20 minute jog, some striders then me amy, jacqui, katie and lavonne went across the street to eat then me amy and katie are going out to see a movie later today before that im going confirmation dress shopping and getting my hair cut, i think im cutting off 4 inches, its so incredibly long right now for me at least...but i want long hair, i cant decide, o well, its prob just going to be 4 inches shorter( haha i'll have no hair left) worst intentions

[14 Feb 2003|06:08pm] [ mood | light headed ] [ music | thursday- jet black new year ] i got a 4.0 on my report card it came today on the other hand, i fucking hate people yes fucking grow up and die so i think its time for my parent rant because i want to have it, you dont want to read it, fuck off and dont read it when you decide to have a child you are accepting the responsibilty to care for them, and teach them to become a responsible and a person that will actually contribe something to the world. you need to learn to teach them wrong from right, without beating the shit out of them, or cursing your head off at them, you are supposed to teach them to respect their parents(you) if you enroll them in sports you are taking the responsibilty to drive them to the practices and games, and if you send your child to school its your responsibilty to make sure they are doing their work if you want them to suceed, if you want money, you get a job, if you fail to teach your child these things at a young age its your own fault, so when you bitch about your child telling you to fuck off, blame yourself for not teaching them thats wrong the first time, and when your child hits you blame yourself for not teaching them violence isnt the answer, and when you bitch about driving your children to all of their practices, blame yourself for signing them up, and if your child isnt completing his work in school, blame yourself for not teaching them what good work habits are, dont fucking bitch at other people, you make a child, you raise the child, you're the childs biggest influence, it came from your fucking body and if you dont bring a child to therapy to correct any issues they may have, blame yourself for being an uncaring fuck off and if this is just too much for you, then dont fucking make children im sick of the bullshit im forced to listen to day after day after day, if you hate your childrens behavior fucking do something about it rather than bitching at someone else about it whatever, thats what i think, if you think im absoultely insane then tell me, maybe im wrong, and my family has permantly fucked up the way that i think worst intentions

[13 Feb 2003|09:32pm] [ mood | tired ] yesterday i bought another bright eyes cd today was a track meet i won the 800 and i got 4th in the hurdles, thats it im pretty tired grr tomorrow is valentines day, amy and andrew invited me to cut school with them and go to the mall and see a movie, and my moms like fuck you no way, i dont see what the big deal is, i have perfect attendence and we're not doing anything tomorrow, whatever, it would have been fun at 7 im going to katies + sleeping over night <3 worst intentions

[11 Feb 2003|09:50pm] [ music | breakfast at tiffany's ] so who wants to be my valentine 1 | worst intentions

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